Wednesday, April 24, 2013

Drag thru practical work and sunny days

Right now, I am  feeling a little... accomplished?

Wow, what a change.

I am   working on my thesis bit by  bit, and the infernal thing is   charmingly difficult as always -    sometimes I wonder if  I will manage to  get  100 outta 100  from all this mess  over my computer.    The thing is, I am  just too bullheaded to admit I was wrong, and at this point  there  isn't anything else  than to  carry  on, because  otherwise,  I would  chuck the work of two years in a bin.

Right now,  I am  on some  64%  to  finish the  darned thing -  I say  50 % was writing theory, and    today I got  14% of  practical work done, and   tomorrow I will hopefully have   whoppin' 20 %  to get my sorry carcass on the  second stage of this magnificent paperwork of mine.

I  admit,  I am a little proud of my   theory work, but  practice is something I  doubt I will be willing to go   through with once I  finish this one.   Have this week and a next month to finish it if I want to have summer  for myself.  /tired glare/.   If all goes  well, I will  need two additional weeks to  get the things in order to this one, but that is if  I would really kick into the high gear, like I   did today, and believe me,   sitting and writing for... /looks at the clock.../...8 hours total  can be  a bitch and  a half.   Writing isn't problem, but the stuff I am writing about  can be a mite bit unwieldy to  reason with and  really, I sometimes want to  clobber the  whole thing and  be done with it.

Being a   chief  writer,  editor,   beta and all that shit  really makes me wonder if I really want to continue to pursue  the education.  Maybe I would have been better off in  artistic waters, but this  train had already    gone a long time ago.

Good things  here?  Well,   if done well, the  paper will  be a beast to reckon with /evil grin/, and   I am aiming to   get the  thing on the  plate  reserved for Master Degree.  That  means  it  would have to be extraordinary  in and of itself.  But this  is like   climbing on Mt Everest -  very hard, very very hard... but doable. And...  huff...  I am more than a  halfway here, so  let's get'em, tigers!

My  artistic writing screeched on   an abrupt  halt, but that doesn't  mean I don't  have ideas  coming   through the crazy  pathways of my brain.   My last hare-brained plotdragon apparently adores  the pairing of   Emiya  Shirou and  Kotomine Kirei /chokes on air/.    I don't know why .   actually, I do know, but I am in   denial.   Darn artists for  making such cute little  pictures of the pair.




Breaking Rules

As it is,   my  mind is practically whimpering with ideas to write out  the  lil' tidbit of story. /large puppy dog eyes at the   picture./  Yeah,  I know that I have  a  shitload of stories already, and    prompts too and  everything,  but   my plotdragons are greedy,  and   even if they are enemies...



Mirrored


 Oh, and I just noticed that  somehow I managed to  get the   photos in.   Well, not bad  for  a  bead-brained   student that had wrote the  thesis for some 8 hours this day..../ stupefied blink/









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