Wow, what a change.
I am working on my thesis bit by bit, and the infernal thing is charmingly difficult as always - sometimes I wonder if I will manage to get 100 outta 100 from all this mess over my computer. The thing is, I am just too bullheaded to admit I was wrong, and at this point there isn't anything else than to carry on, because otherwise, I would chuck the work of two years in a bin.
Right now, I am on some 64% to finish the darned thing - I say 50 % was writing theory, and today I got 14% of practical work done, and tomorrow I will hopefully have whoppin' 20 % to get my sorry carcass on the second stage of this magnificent paperwork of mine.
I admit, I am a little proud of my theory work, but practice is something I doubt I will be willing to go through with once I finish this one. Have this week and a next month to finish it if I want to have summer for myself. /tired glare/. If all goes well, I will need two additional weeks to get the things in order to this one, but that is if I would really kick into the high gear, like I did today, and believe me, sitting and writing for... /looks at the clock.../...8 hours total can be a bitch and a half. Writing isn't problem, but the stuff I am writing about can be a mite bit unwieldy to reason with and really, I sometimes want to clobber the whole thing and be done with it.
Being a chief writer, editor, beta and all that shit really makes me wonder if I really want to continue to pursue the education. Maybe I would have been better off in artistic waters, but this train had already gone a long time ago.
Good things here? Well, if done well, the paper will be a beast to reckon with /evil grin/, and I am aiming to get the thing on the plate reserved for Master Degree. That means it would have to be extraordinary in and of itself. But this is like climbing on Mt Everest - very hard, very very hard... but doable. And... huff... I am more than a halfway here, so let's get'em, tigers!
My artistic writing screeched on an abrupt halt, but that doesn't mean I don't have ideas coming through the crazy pathways of my brain. My last hare-brained plotdragon apparently adores the pairing of Emiya Shirou and Kotomine Kirei /chokes on air/. I don't know why . actually, I do know, but I am in denial. Darn artists for making such cute little pictures of the pair.
Breaking Rules |
Mirrored |
Oh, and I just noticed that somehow I managed to get the photos in. Well, not bad for a bead-brained student that had wrote the thesis for some 8 hours this day..../ stupefied blink/
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