Saturday, December 8, 2012

The Abundancy of The Common Sense.... Or Lack Thereof

 Snow.   Hurrah. Not.

Especially not when you got  dragged out by  yer  good ole Mum to  get that last  late salad heads  to safety. Ri-ight.  Meaning,  I got invited to the cold party with  carrying and dragging around  a whole lot of  a salad heads, cutely (not!) packaged into flower pots, and having to keep  in mind  my balance.  Especially  because  snow  is apparently  treacherous thing -  you think  the patch is safe, and then hello, sky.  Or snowflakes,   at any rate.  And hello  fucked-up wrist.  Yeah, I am bitter.  The winter  time  for all of it's prettiness,  and happiness and dare I say -  gayness -   does nothing for me with  it's cold,  ice and absurd  work  in the garden. Apparently Mum's  promise  in autumn that this was  last thing  we had done in the garden went away  with the  snow -  but can't complain  too much as  she  apparently got  back pains, so I and her were two miserable asses lugging the  damned  vegetables around.

Personally, the kids  got it right.

Vegetables are evil.

I also swept the  snow from out balconies -   and  for those  blessedly innocent of this  work,  I wish for you  to never find out just how annoying could it be, not to mention dangerous.  I wonder just how those guys that  work  on building the skyscrapers  do it  when they are walking on those  almost rail thin  support beams  many meters above ground  with only a  safety line as their  lifeline in case they  fall into depths below.

Ick.   I  just got  nauseous with my imagination.

Above it all,  my darling elder brother innocently mentioned  that he  intends to off internet  line  at the end of the year becasue he is concerned for  the father's  purse.

Che.  Just  who is he kidding again?  I am paying for my schooling   from my  pockets,  and he dares to whine that  the  entire sum of the  internet+phone+television is  too high for my  father's   bank account, while he doesn't  pay  even a cent for anything -  not for electricity,  nor for food nothing -  although he did mention something  about paying the surplus  payment for the internet that should have held until the end of this year but I am mainly pissed off becasue  he  is  alluding  that father has money troubles and  badgering me  to pay it, when I clearly told him  that I have to look about my own expenses first.   I am pissed that he dares to act concerned, when   while it  gets to the  helping around the house,  the ones who  work  around are mainly  our parents and me.   And I am pissed that I can't  get him to see that, just because  he  is getting doctor's degree.

This is one of my main motivators to  continue the schoolings  to get a magister's degree myself, and if  all goes well,  pursue doctor's one too.  Even  if I don't know just how the fuck will I do that.


I am  just wondering - is he making a fool out of me or am  I being a fool because of my aspirations that could be totally wrong on the long run?


Bright point of the day -   posted the  next chapter of Fire And Ice,  so I am free to much about  through the next batch of chapters.   of course, that is when I get through  Anatomy first .../groans/.

And the song theme for today: Best of You, by Foo Fighters. Seriously guys, I love the band's music.

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