Monday, July 22, 2013

CI musings

Well, hell.

First thing first -   sorry for  not updating.   Had a heckload of work to get through first, most notably finishing my thesis (Wheee!),   getting through  fieldwork and being addicted to Uta no Prince-Sama.

/Head meets  desk/.   I didn't update in  what it seems to be  a forever right now /sweatdrops/, even if I do write. But thesis work was a  monstrous project - 2 years of  work,  and  130  pages and  don't  even  start me on editing the darn thing.   After I finished the  paper monster of epic proportions, I was  so  wrung out I   couldn't  churn  out one decent  sentence,   and story  was a no-no.   I did   send  an application for a  job and  I hope  to  get it, because it was right up my venue, but  we'll see.    Fields was  more or less  conserving the  veggies,  cleaning the fields of the  weeds -  gawd, you wouldn't believe just how much  weed-clutter can  gather in  one measly  garden, but it's  true nonetheless -  and generally made myself useful here  and  there.

Uta no Prince-Sama  is an anime   that grabbed my  attention because it  was  harem-based /yup, shameless/,   it   had interesting twist  and  there was  music.   Although I do admit I likes  some elements from manga better than from anime -   in fact,  the leading lady,  Nanami Haruka   doesn't seem to  progress  much  through the series,  while the boys  solve their little troubles  via her help. Sure, she does have some of her  moments, but   still, it could've been better.    However, it was worth watching anime, because I got a plethora of new songs to listen to, and the  cast's antics  were hilarious. Kurusu Syo - the  short (don't call him that, or else /reminded of a certain Fullmetal  shrimp/)  blonde  was especially  funny, what with his...  diminutive - -ahem -  stature and his  quick temper,  not to mention  how easily he  was baited by Shinomiya  Natsuki (the  green-eyed  bipolar roommate),  be that in the past or present.   While we are at  Natsuki,  I gotta admit I love  his alter-ego,  Satsuki, if only   because of the  song  Orion de SHOUT OUT,  because  it  reflects me  just as well.    Bipolar people  for the win! /evil grin/.  Jinguuji Ren (blond-haired,  blue-eyed  sex -   ahem, I mean saxophonist)   also has a good   song :  Sekai no Hate Believe Heart,  but   Satsuki just grabbed me with his intensity.   Ichinose  Tokiya,  alias  HAYATO, called   unfeeling  perfiectionist,  interested me with the  Nanairo no COMPASS , and because he's  a  tsundere to the  end of the   universe and back /snarks, amused/, His other song, BELIEVE☆MY VOICE, is also wonderful, because it's so sensual.  I would have expected that from  playboy  Ren, but   Tokiya was a total  surprise.   Ittoki Otoya,  redheaded puppy  of the group  was  cute, and his  beginning song,  was  also  a great one -  hard to believe that  he could come up with the lyrics  for BRAND NEW MELODY  just on the fly,  but   if he was infatuated,   I can... somehow.   And I like  him for ruffling  Tokiya's  feathers -  them being   roommates is just a  bonus.  Hijirikawa Masato, the  singing samurai,   also enchanted me  with his song Knocking on the mind, even if  he  is  so old-fashioned it  hurts  Otoya's brain and he has some kind of a phobia   with embracing a  female.   In a bid  to help him to get prepared for audition,  Tokiya had  played a woman -   kimono and all -   and that still didn't help -  but gotta admit  Tokiya was a superb player in that one,  even if  I do find  his HAYATO  alter ego   annoying.   And then,  Cecil Aijima.   His song to Haruka was simply enchanting -  I liked the melody  of Eternity Love, even if it  was a bit cheesy  at the times.  But  I love  cheesiness, so, this is  a  plus /sheepish grin/.   As  for writing,  I am seriously  contemplating  to  write   a harem story  again   and this   colourful  cast of characters  could prove    a challenge, because they  are  so different   from each other they literally  make a rainbow  when  matched together /snarks/, but   while we are  at that, I seriously  can't  see them in  homoerotic  relationships.  They   give  off too  strong  vibe of a friendship, and while I admire  fanfiction writers that dared   to tread  in those waters with  those characters,  I personally  can't see myself  attempting something like  that.   Which is strange, because    with Bleach, it's everything goes,   but   here, when  the  boys are  like that.... kind of awkward and  likable, with  well-developed backgrounds, I sort of don't want to deviate  from the   main storyline.

As for  CI -  was frustrated because  even if it's   a month  already,  no  sound yet.    Some buzzing,  squeakin'  bats in ear, but nothing else.   Today I also had a fitting, and   the doc said I just have to  be patient.  I   wanted to say  screw patience,   because i waited long enough, but  even I know  there are some things that can't be hurried up no matter  how you wish them  to be.  Until then, I will be entertained by   new  songs and  making new stories -  gota get some of my  old projects  kickstarted up again, before   the cog  wheels in my  brain rust too much to get them going. 

And   while   we  are at it, there is an excerpt from one  of  my  pet projects,    a  crossover  between KoF and  Harry Potter.   Yup,   went   to the  dark side.   /nods self-importantly/  Happy  reading!


Wednesday, July 10, 2013

CPU Troubles With Firefox Resolved!

I had a very exciting day, or better, night.

Last night,   I wanted to   watch  anime, Uta no Prince-sama!   via  internet, but  I was appalled to find out that percentage of CPU of my  laptop  jumped up  to shameless 100%, meaning my   lappy  froze, and no  ands, ifs and buts made him budge  either forward, backward or sideways.

When   I  had  searched for the fix on the  internet -  I  have Firefox as my primary browser -   I tried   watching  on my secondary one, but   no  dice /sour face/, I found out that most of the users  complained about   Firefox hoarding the CPU,  along with the  Adobe plugin -  can't   remember the name  right now but- not   important -  and  it made my  ire go through the roof at the thought of me not  having the access to colorful little anime -  what can I say,  I  can be ADD  -  inclined /sheepish/.

So,   because I was  grumpy enough,  I thought about   trying to   get access  through the Safe  Mode  of the OS.   For all who are interested,  I have Win7  OS,  secured with   with  ZA as protection.  I initialized  Safe Mode and  holy  hell, it worked!

What is Safe Mode?   In layman's terms, it's your OS, only whittled down to the bare essentials, and no  fancy-schmancy  programs you've probably loaded on  later.   You still can use   the said  fancy-schmancy programs,  the only difference is,   they will be  intialized  only when you click their icon.    For experts, Safe Mode is also  a playground -  or some kind of a virtual  sandbox where they can tweak and test the   programs to their  little  hearts' content without damaging the  OS (... Much. I think...).  

Now,  for some   finds and  warnings.  As I said, the programs  only initialize if  you   click the icon.   So, when you want to  go  on the net, it's  like with sex.... Safety  First.   I am not kidding.    I  engaged my ZA, and   CPU was shockingly low, so I was one pretty happy camper.    Your  beloved browser will be  intact, so  don't worry about that.   I had my add-ons -  AdBlock  duo and Ghostery -   engaged,  still no problemos.   Was a marginally happier camper than before.   And then,  I tested the  site Animeseason -   was the first one with the  anime, so I didn't exactly bother with  any other.   And lo, and behold,   the thing worked  smoothly as a silk!  I was one ecstatic   camper right then and there. Bonus points, no  big  amps up in CPU,  however, I didn't engage any  other programs, so I don't exactly know  how would   computer or laptop behave  if  any other programs would be active.   As for CPU,  it  was  as low as 2 %  up to  40%..... I think, but there was no  jet-lagging in the  pictures or  freezing frames.     I went through some six or  seven  episodes, just to be sure -  they work like  Youtube, so you can stop,  forward, backward  as much your  lil' heart wants -  I only had to stop because my  lappy  was   overheating  -  have  HP G62, which is naturally a little  prone to overheating, and it didn't help I tortured it through the day via  different  data /sheepish/ (That means  almost 16 hours of torture, give or take some, even if  I did help it with cooler pad and  some  cooling  bags wrapped in textile.  Crude,  but it does take some heat off...doesn't help my   room  is one of the hotspot int he house   in the summer, what with the position /sweatdrops/

Now, onto the warnings. If you perchance  don't have the original  copy of   Microsoft Office,  then, for  all that's holy, DON'T  open it!  I mean it.   When  I tried to use my  Word  program, the first thing the berk  had done, was to ask for the activation of the program, even if  my version was already activated! /fumes silently/.   So, if you  despise   entering the activation codes of  dubious origin, you can either use Office Toolkit to  get it fixed back, or -  and it's simpler -  Leave It Alone  until you   finish with watching the  videos in question and   go  back to  Normal  Mode.   I also noticed that  I didn't have  sound, and I don't know why   was that yet, because  Normal Mode,   I have sound /confused/,  but I will  look  it up and try to resolve it.   I didn't exactly work through any other  programs -  well,   Word pad was a notable exception, because I needed it and it worked as it should have,  no problems noted.   As for other programs, you will have to find out   for yourselves.

Well, that's it.   I did fool around with tweaking   Firefox (before founding the described solution, even   changing some  of its core programming),   but  looking back, it wasn't necessary;  however, I did  have  the  Firefox  for  a year  already and   I had  accumulated some   useless  tidbits on -  mostly favorite sites and so on, so  I uninstalled it,  and  then installed the new version.    A word -  if you  do want to reinstall Firefox,   and want  your favorite  websites and  bookmarks intact,  make a copy, which you can then  transfer to new version of Firefox.

Whew.   Our forefathers did have it right - the  best solutions  are  simple.    So instead of  having a hissy fit over   Firefox or  Adobe  add-on having their  merry way  with  CPU in Normal Mode,  try and  switch to  Safe Mode -  CPU  is lowered significantly, which means less chance of freezing laptop or  computer.

So... what else could I say?  Happy  hunting!

Eirenei

Edit -  10. 7 2013;    The site for animes is  Animeseason.  Animefreak  just bulldozes through 7sweatdrops/ no brakes, seriously. 

Monday, July 8, 2013

Office troubles and hot days

As it is,  the   weather  remains wacky  as usual -   hot like  nobody's business, then  cold  and now it's hot again  -  my skull is complaining, because  waiting  for  a  drive  for almost an hour in the harshest heat  can do  that to aperson, even if  I had on  summer   clothes.

What now?   Yesterday, my Office  program rebelled when  I switched on  Safe mode because  my  laptop was freezing in normal one. Drat it,   HP, you could do   better  lappies,   or at least   get the existing ones the breathing  air -  they are   sometimes  all to susceptible  to overheating -  mea culpa too, because   I  am   working on my laptop for 14 to  16 hours per day, and  well, hell,   my poor  lappy is  taxed to its  limits.   Doesn't help my  room is  exposed to the   sun at the   hottest hour, and even if i do have  a laptop cooler,  the  thing is  only moderately useful, because  HP   got the cooling/heating banks done so awkwardly the fans can't exactly splash a   drift of   air into the  laptop's vents.   Back to the issue -  yup, the   lappy  had unfrozen -  the CPU was ridiculously high (100%),  and then, in Safe mode, it lowered to   somewhat acceptable  26 -28%,  and that is running bare essentials.   Anyway, I wanted to check some stuff in  Word -  my most beloved and used program,  however,  Microsoft Office   said that   the  activation was wrong.  I just stared. Bullshit in it's purest  form, I say.   The thing is  ridiculously  pricey, and  it then had a gall to  squeak out it  won't work when  in safe mode?  Those are the days you  sincerely want to strangle  the   aforementioned program or better, its' creators.   Solved the thing with Microsoft Toolkit, but I learned  one very important lesson -   if  you really have to  work in   Safe Mode,  for   all that's  holy, don't   touch Office   programs -  the  thing is  worse than primadonna in her snit.   If you really have to  work it, do it in Word pad.  Also,   the   sites  still offer that SweetIM nightmare, so beware -  if you load  7-zip and  you get offered in the process of downloading it, to  install  SweetIM with  cute  gesture  of  Accept or Deny,  then for all that's holy,  don't.   If you really want 7-zip,  go to  it's  original page, it's   freeware,  but   if you do chose to install  quickly-peasy from dubious sources,  be prepared on the  masochistic  fight of epic proportions to get the SweetIM  stuff  off your computer or  laptop, whichever you use.    in one of the previous posts, I  told about my epic fight with the  SweetIM,  so if you are  really the fool or masochist to do  the  deed, there is your salvation. (Up here, link)
Sometimes a person could only wonder whether  Microsoft Office is  worth of the trouble it sometimes causes, whether inadvertently or not.  /defeated sigh/.   But as it is,  this  is solved and lesson learned.

Thesis  will be kick-started  and hopefully finished by Friday as I  got some people  roped in to  check  my work over -   I didn't get my mentor, as he had gone to holidays,  but  I did  get  a co-mentor and she was kind enough to  rehash the main points  with me and  get me  some  advice on how to   advance.   Seriously, all that writing  of the  thesis  was making me shitfaced at times, because it just did.    Even if I do   some very serious research for my stories,  the   thesis is  a yarn ball all on it's  own, and no matter how many  papers  you have written int he time of   study,  you are   really not   prepared for the amount of work the  thesis does include on it's own.  /Sweatdrops/  Yes, I am bitchin'-   but I have  a  right to bitch, as any  of my  co-martyrs know.  It will be shorter than intended, but   that doesn't  really mean  anything /snarks/.   Now I have to   chomp on my   deal  older brother to get through this and  possibly help me with editing it in the shape it  has to be in.  Yeesh.

Training with cochlear implant is   underway -  still lil' bats  squeakin' and sometimes it's   hard to   keep  a hold on temper, because now  there are more sounds  crashing through the  sound processor -  still not  sounds per se, but more like electric impulses, which can be   goddamn annoying at times and it makes me tired as hell, but   for the sake of advancing...

And I noticed something else, too.  Fashion sucks. Really, it does.     All the   shops I've   looked through today  have  clothes for Barbies or underfed girls.  /growls/.   Are we  really so far  as to   promote  anorexia and bulimia as a beauty ideal for the  young girls?  Stick-thin,  almost no breasts, their   faces painted with all the  colors available -  okay, I am overloading this point a bit  - and  with bling around their necks and in their ears?  The clothes I  checked over was very rarely quality -   it was more than not  quantity and in  sometimes micro-sizes.    I know I do have some  work with myself regarding my  form and whatnot,   but the shops  catering  more to the   thin  sticks than  women with  curves is  a  discrimination of the highest order.    What do we even teach the modern generation of girls?  How to squeal, how to say 'like' cutely,  how to  flirt, what kind of  boys are cool - preferably ones with big   bank account or   bad-ass  sex  hunger monsters -   that  they need make up to be  'perfect', that  having  this and that  would  heighten up their sex appeal -  most notably   bikinis,  extra-short skirts,  weirdly done  shirts and that   torn-up   clothes are sign of being 'hip' and  cool.   i know I described the extremes, but  the fact is,   people,  and women especially,  in the  first and second world, are  regardless if they know it or not, victims of the consumer  industry.   It makes me remember the   song from  Daft Punk,  Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger,   and not in a  good sense.   It's an  advancement for the  sake of advancing -  partying harder, having better   job,   faster cars,    being stronger  in political  influence or otherwise.   This had been  present s since ever, but it made me think -  we live in time of  being on a precipice between war and peace.   Young people are  trying to  get a  stable job in  the  iffy economy, while   the  old ones are trying to get  by, often working past their retirement age -  not because  it  makes them happy, but  for the  sole survival in their  old days, thus making it impossible for the  young  people  getting a job and   payment.   In short, the employment  market   had  double,   triple  and  even  quadruple standards,   depending from which side  you look at  the    situation.   Even if you graduate from college,  nowadays  it's not guaranteed that   you would  get the  job  just because you've graduated.   And sometimes even if you do have   work experience,  you  are  kindly informed that you are not  a good fit, even if you are more than   enough  qualified for the  job you are applying to.

This makes me twitchy. Something  will have to  give  in the  situation, especially in Europe.  Germany is now  a sole holder of the power in the  Europe, and  other  countries have to  negotiate with it, most notably Greece, and  with Croatia  entering the  Eurozone, it's bound to be  interesting and at the  times explosive.   I don't know  what the politicians are doing, but even in my country, there are murmurs of  dissatisfaction.  People are  beginning to move, and it's only a question of time when they will say  enough is enough, and take the reins in their own hands.  Fishing in muddy waters, proverbially speaking, is never a good  business, and  people have had enough of mud  distorting their sight. 

Signing off,

Eirenei