Friday, February 21, 2014

Tornado called Mia

Yesterday was an exhausting day -  not only did I sleep only  three and a half hours,  had a  fitting  again (CI fitting),  but  we also brought home the newest member of our little family - Mia.

Mia is  a dog,  she is  a mixture of Labrador and Boxer.  I won't bother with  detailed descriuption, but suffice to say, when Mum  has seen her online,  (February the 14th, ironically,), she  immediatelly fallen in love with the  furball.   If I hadn't  been asleep at the time, she would  undoubtedly woke me up and tell me "I found  her.".

Last year we had to euthanize our German Shepherd dog Sani -  he lived  13 years,  unusually long for his species (usually, they live to 10 years), and  Mum was heartbroken. I admit,   I didn't know how much I missed Sani until  one  furry tornado called Mia practically skeddadled in my day and thus in my life.

She is 1  year old,  energetic and  very, very affectionate.  We will have to build rapport between the two of us still, and  it seems   we will have to teach her that  cats are acceptable family members too /sigh, sweatdropping/, because  Riki had freaked out  when Mia fearlessly advanced at him.  It would have been funny,  because  it proved that the old rivalry between the cats and dogs indeed does exist -  or at least  cats dislike dogs, and dogs are too curious for their own good,   so it was good mum  had her tightly  leashed.  Riki apparently didn't think that  his  sole reign of the house and surrounding domain would be challenged so fast, because  Sani was very humble.  Mia.... well, she isn't.  But  Riki  having his fur standing upward was a sigh to behold,  especially when he is one  orange puffball. I  really wish I  could have  photographed him then.

Riki's sentiments were shared by Dad, because  he wasn't very happy  we got Mia in without his approval, even if  she's schooled and whatnot, as for my brother, I am very curious what would he say. Entire operation was like  guerrilla -  it's happening, but  you don't know it happened until you are  ambushed,  and  Dad dislikes  suchlike ambushes.

Mia was very good  while  drive -  I swear, if I hadn't known better, Sani  behaved as if he  had  a motion sickness, whining and all, but Mia  bore it stoically.  It can easily fool you into thinking she is complacent, but   when she comes out, she  is a whirling dervish of energy, and she  likes countryside.  She is in a treat when Mum will  begin taking  her to woods, but for now, we are more more or less confined to the  house's surroundings and plains.

When we visited her -  the  navigation to the house was a murder, I  will definitely badger my brother in showing  me  how to deal with GPS on my phone - I didn't expect we would take her home.  Certainly, I knew my Mum had her  heart  set on her,  so I   took her claims-  if  we will like each other  she will go with us today -  for  a hot air,  so when it happened, I was  very surprised, but   well,  it seems Mia chose us. She liked Mum  for her treats, and she practically skedaddled to me  to   greet me and get a belly rub. (She is in love  with belly rubbing -  it's  her  weak point, besides  right ear scratching).  It was   only  half an hour -  probably,  and  the next thing I knew was we were in  car, Mia  in the  back and   we were driving home. And I  have to admit, she did wonders for Mum's  temperament -  thanks for dogs,   for they cause Mum  changing from angry dragoness to a  sweet kitten, temper-wise.  Really.

So, I can look forward to the ten years  or more of  walks,  trials and errors  and so on and so forth. More, if  we  will be lucky, because  death, in the end, comes for us all.  But until she does, we will at least have fun.

And such is the beginning of the next doggy chapter in my life,  nicknamed 'Tornado Mia'.

PS: Have a new desk lamp  because the old one  died on me.  it also caused me to  clean the desk, and wow, is that a change now .../fascinated/. Seems my desk is  big enough for me to work, but  it's always like this, when you clear it.

PPS: Have a  date with Mia today to  tire her out. Wish me luck!

Eirenei

PPPS: Wow.  My brother  named her a 'second wii'.  That's as good as  acceptance... reluctant acceptance, but acceptance nonetheless... and he has kinder eyes.   Mia is apparently good for us.

PPPS: Currently I am  frustrated as hell.  My  walk with Mia was both good and disappointing -  good because  she marginally obeys my commands, but bad, because she   tries to lead,   loves chewing things and   she  got a fixation with moles.  /groans, face palming/.    She is not concentrated on me  as she should be -  sure, she obey commands, but  she doesn't take me seriously.  It is enough to make me mad!

Walking was a mixture of  success and failure -  success  because I got her to walk  beside me, and failure  when  she dragged me or  walked in front of me.   I  admit, I am mostly a doormat for  my family, but  hells bells, I don't have any intentions of  being  a dog's doormat!   She obeys when  I call her, but I have to trick her, like I am going somewhere. I don't know how to deal with mole-seeking of hers yet.  However, it's only a first  day and I  will get better... only having to  read and  gett o know her more.  And tire her more! /growls/  So, I will have a pow-wow with my  Mum to get  the  wheels rolling  so we  will teach her the same and whatnot.

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Plugged In, Charging Fix

Well, today I was baffled  because my computer didn't want to display it  was charging, despite  of me actually charging the damn thing.  So I asked Uncle Google for an advice, and   lo and behold, it had some.

In short, there are some steps on  kickbacking  your lappy back in order.

So:

1 - Power down your laptop
2 - Disconnect the AC cord
3 -  Remove the battery
4 - Connect the AC cord
5-Power on the laptop
6 - Go to Control devices  - Device Manager -  Battery
7 -  In Battery Section uninstall everything  with AC -  don't worry  about installing it back,  becasue it's automatic.
8 -  Power down the laptop
9 - Disconnect the AC cord
10 - Place the battery back in its slot
11 - Connect the AC cord
12- Power on the laptop

When you look on the icon, it shows you are charging (Yay!).

Fo  anyone who wants more visual there is link  to see for yourself.

Happy charging!

Thursday, January 2, 2014

Yaya con Dios, Sani

Why is that, when it comes to death, it's never easy?

Today I woke up, and thought -   cranky -  that I will have  another  ordinary day in front of me.  However, Mum stunned me with news that she decided to  euthanize  Sani, our German Shepherd dog.  What  a fucked up way to  begin the day.  I thought he could get himself out of this... whatever it is -  I tried,  and even then, I am feeling guilty somehow, even if realistically speaking, I've done  everything short of operation for him.  I am inclined to say  it isn't fair, but  human being are selfish like that.

It hurts to see him laying on his  rug, just breathing and being there, and knowing that  he  would pass on later this day, and it hurts knowing I won't have my canine four-legged companion to my treks to get milk.  It hurts to know that  he  won't sit on his favorite  sunspot, happy as a clam, or be his crazy self when the time comes for going into the forest.  When we accepted him into our home and hearts, I  rationally knew  that he would have to go someday, but  I am still asking myself -  does it have to be  right in this day? It seems as if I didn't have enough time with him,  even if he  was  with us almost 13 years total -  if  he  survived to this summer, it would have been 13 years.

Why is that, whenever we open ourselves for love, we also open ourselves for pain?  Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it.  I am remembering my kitten  Lae and  her broken spine,  my  white cat Mike and  how inseparable we were,  and Gray, the  tomcat who loved to make me take breaks when I was  stuck on particularly demanding Math problem. My lap was his favorite resting spot.  And Johnny, with his long white and black fur, the old gun of our house.  I am remembering them, and it hurts, because they are not here anymore,  and it hurts doubly because they  would get  new companion today.  This saying, 'if you love somebody, set them free ' is then one  I am  struggling with, accepting it the hardest. Love and letting go,  forever, doesn't compute.   But  I  don't  wish to make Sani  suffer because of cancer anymore.  So, the  rational -  and hurtful decision that he would  be gone -  has fallen today.  Even if we got  another  dog,  Sani would always have  a special  place in my heart -  he taught me that not all dogs are evil (was terrified of dogs, except when he came  home like a small furball with  incredibly sharp  teeth and  he had grown up  into a 88 lbs heavy  companion who was incredibly  patient with me, even if I sometimes lost my nerves with his antics).  He had given us so much -  to Mum a respite from  the home problems when they wandered  through the forests,  to me  he was another happy furball, if  annoying at times and  he made me concerned when he vanished off to  some of his short treks around, and he was faithful protector of our home.

It  hurts! God, it hurts!  It was one of the hardest things I've ever done, going downstairs and  saying farewell to him -  it never gets easier, no matter how  you try to distance from them.  They sneak in your heart, no matter how  tightly you lock it.  You think you have forever with them, but  you always  find out that kind of forever is just a very, very short moment in your life, no matter how many years  you were  gifted to be together.

Vaya con Dios,  Sani.

I'm Still Holding You.


Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Year 2014 in, Year 2013 out

So, once again, new year is  knocking  on my door.  This year, I will be home, listening to the music and reading good fics.

Short recount of Year 2013 -  hot as hell, bitchy, with wins in fics and fails at school life.  Short and sweet, no?

Okay,  what really happened:

Accredited as a proffesional masseuse, have  certificate to  show for it,  even though  it  chomped almost  all my savings to pay the lessons

Got a  CI surgery done,  still have to  go to the fitting, becasue   there's no  definite hearing yet.

Fell in love with Uta no Prince Sama  (anime) and  it's songs. (The cast was a bonus.  Bonus, I say!)

Discovered  amazing song This Love by Shinhwa and Korean unique humor.  (Seriously, Shinhwa, you are  the best.  Keep being so very entertaining.)

Accredited as a Logistics Engineer, even if I am now  wondering if I was even sane when I had switched the courses.  Seriously, what kind of drug I was on?  (The presentation wasn't the best, though the  amount of written work was honestly massive,  both in writing, editing and so on. Next time, I swear I will write only half as thick of  the first thesis. And yes, this still means some 40  pages. (Actually, 70, but ssshh, nobody has to know.))

Rejected my first job interview on the  basis of not having a haul to the  place they invited me to.  (Regretting it now,  and not regretting it)

Massive work outside -  field, garden and orchard (pack-mule capacity too,)

Worked outside in December in short sleeves and didn't get a cold (but man, I sweated  as if there was  summer! And it was  under  zero!)

Began with the workout -  I swear the trainer is  a sadistic ass, and I am  fooled again and again into doing  push-ups (love-hate relationship with them)

Wrote  some good pieces of  fanfiction, was seen as a total douche bag for  biting  some deserving people to death (metaphorically said),  and got to know some awesome people

Participated in biting to death the  SOPA thing. (I have some  life  indulgences and I am jealously  protecting them)

Posted some of my poems on internet

Suggested a new  law in parliament and was politely rebuffed.

Began to learn French of all  languages (correction,  Mum did, I am  here  as a  auxiliary helper and occasional  homework-writer. Merci, mere. )

Overall  taught Mum  the basics of  working with computer (father too,   along with installing  the needed  programs, and   combating that horrifying  Babylon toolbar -  wised up on this one)

Was up until wee morning  hours almost 365 nights -  okay,  with exception of some 30 or 40.  Certified night owl, and still  grumpy bear when mum bitches at me for my late mornings. only two notable  exceptions when I was  too hyper and consequently  risen at the ungodly hour of  3 at morning.   Dammit, my circadian cycles are  messed up!

Found out our dog  had a  mouth cancer and was delegated as a main cleaner of his mouth. (Eww, yuck)

Did some bloody work - slicing cow livers,  hearts and so on for our darling doggy, along with plucking  feathers from some oversexed chicken (details won't be  discussed). Oh, the joys of living in the country

Hm. Looking at the  list, I  was  relatively good this year, even if I thought I was jobless bum at the time. /head meets desk/

Oh-kay,  I would've  written the list of recommendations and life lessons, but I don't really want to, and I really crave   a smoothie.

So,  for the next  year, theme song:

BACK TO LIFE!

If I ever said "Go Home!"
Everybody here would say "Hell, No!"
All we gotta do is just let go...
We can make it through the night -

'Cause if the party is dead!
All we need is candle light!
And a little bit of dynamite!
Everybody will get out of our way!

(3OH!3, Back to Life)











Monday, October 28, 2013

Doing, doing, doing... done!

So here  we are,  surprisingly unenthusiastic about  getting  the   much-coveted  title  of Logistics Engineer (BA).  Looking back, I  now wonder if   all of it was worth it -  I certainly didn't  get in  much effort  sometimes, so  now I am growling at myself  and wishing I could travel back and  whack myself on the head -  if that would have helped, sure - /snarks/ to get different results.

I am  here, on the crossroads again,  feeling as  if I've lost something,  and gained little.  The  five years of  college, studying  kinds of Math I really  didn't  want to -  sure, they were interesting, but I abhorred the  tests and exams  -   writing  reports,  gathering info, and learning something...  new and  now I am feeling strangely bereft and just  not like  I imagined I would after  finishing the college.  Was it  even worth it? i don't know.  On the one hand, when i am reading requirements  for the jobs,  I don't feel nearly  as prepared as I had though I would have after  finishing the college -  I don't think I would have felt prepared even if  I had  done it  with Magna Cum Laude to boot /sour growl/, but that's  the reality. And  honestly speaking, it  sucks.
Majorly.

 I  feel even more burned  because my presentation and  the work itself didn't get the highest degrees  available -  but  in retrospective,   I  did kind of bungled up the presentation -  but come on, telling  everything in research in measly  ten minutes?  Are they  bonkers  or what?!  /incensed  growl/.  Hells to no.   I am   feeling a little  averted  from  continuing  studying,  because  as much as I am tempted to add the  MA  title, I am  seriously wondering  if  it's even worth it.   You learn, you're tested, you got  graded, and  then you have a paper  that you  can do this and that.  /miffed/.   I  am proud that I  did  my  thesis well - for me, it was two  years of work,  with both successes and pitfalls -   I am wondering what would  they say if  they had known  how much work had gone in  those  140  pages   -  nearly getting a heart attack when  I found out that  part of my  questionnaires - a  very important one -   was missing,   missing the  thesis  because the laptop  decided to be  stubborn and missing  chapters  /exasperated groan/, and let's not even mention the massive amount of translating,   checking the resources and  compiling the whole shebang  so  that it  was a  good  fit  with   everything.   Honestly,  I wanted to howl with injustice.  Yup, still  fuming a little over this.   And   part of  me  balking over the   possible continuation of the study  is  the required  writing of  new thesis.  No, thank  you oh so very much.  I've had it,  and   for now, I  don't even want to do  any kind of serious research.   My  brain  was fried with all  the data  I've  gone through.   But   on the other side,  I know  more about   RFID  than anyone aside the  engineers  that actively  work with this kind of tech.  /grouses/  Fuck it, I knew I  should've  stuck through with my  first college, despite  the  OSL  shit they were  putting us through.

Now I am  here, on the verge of the job search  and still with some regret burning  at the back of my skull.   Whoever  said that  completing  college was  an ecstatic experience, didn't have  a freaking clue.   However,   there's  not many engineers -   especially deaf ones, so I suppose  I should be a lil' bit proud  of myself.

Sooo... What did I learn in those  college years?

Plus side:

  • I became  more independent
  • I learned to  read  bus  chart (needs must, and all that)
  • I learned to navigate through the city
  • Got used  to travel via  rail and bus
  • Learned to do the  project documentation (scary  shit, but   hafta do it anyway)
  • Found out that I enjoy  writing
  • Got addicted to  spicy food (Ramen!  And Pizza!!!)
  • If you  are really   needing a kick,  then T-400  is the right choice (the darn thing  caffeinates you up to your gills and over)
  • College parties are something else
  • Happily  discovered the word of manga 
  • Learned to  work with computer  and it's programs

Minus side:
  •  Money  has to be used  sparingly
  • Knowing when the bus comes doesn't  always mean you will also catch it ( winter  is a  bitch),
  •  Winter is a bitch times two -  no, times infinity.   Still  hate  iced  roads
  •  Roomates  can be  right bitches
  • When  you have   a good idea for story, then you are called for outside work, and  you don't get  chance to complain (living on a countryside is not  a  piece of heaven)
  • Waking up  early  is  someone's  preferred  torture  method (Not. Me. I am  the victim here, ya hear!) Drinking  the T-400  the night before   just compounds the  torture
  • Night owl. Me . 'Nuff  said. 
  • Math  in all  shapes sucks
  • Grammar also sucks
  • OSL sucks the worst.  Honestly, the only torture worse than this is Latin. 
  • Still gotta learn. And learn... and learn. It never ends!!!! /howl/
As  you can see, there's not  much positive mentions  of the  school -  well,  I could exclude   masseuse course -   I was  happier to get that done, than I was   upon  finding out that I  passed the examination for BA  degree /sweatdrops/, even if  I did have to contend with  Anatomy  and  other ickies there.   Hmmm.  I think I lean more toward the informal  education than whatnot, than formal -  being pressed into something is not my  cup of tea,  and I was understandably more interested because I invested my time and money in it -  and just  because the heck of it /snarks/.    I sorely needed the change of scenery  from all that   calculating and writing, so this was a good   change, and I learned  much, even if I disliked Anatomy and  First Aid course  something fierce.

Overall, feeling better after getting that rant  out of my   growly,  grumpy little  soul.

Signing off,

Eirenei

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Pre-tech frenzy

This is  crazy.

Today was  dedicated to the final proofreading  of the thesis before it  gets under the  tech review -   ugh.   Just hope it will survive the onslaught.

Had trouble with my  printer /sour face/, but  it was all well in the end, even if  I will probably   have to print elsewhere if the colors  don't stabilize  - I have some kind of  watered down ones, probably because it  was -  probably  -  in the toner-saver mode.  Too damn  lazy to check it right now, but I am  a very happy camper that at least black  color  is  doing well, because otherwise  the entire document would have gone  to  hell.  I also  got the   permission for my  thesis' theme -  yippee -  even if it is  a little later,  but  honestly the  chapters  eluded me  something  fierce /grumbles/.   We have to giver the  disposition into the reading to out mentor and  chief of  our cathedra,   first,  and this is   can  tear  nerves, because there is checking, re-checking and checking again.  /grumpy/. 

I thank all the gods and angels  for   having a good CD  burner program, because  it  saved me  much time with  burning the entire  thing to CD /sweatdrops/.    It's   duplicate  now, and  when it  will be  the defense, it will be triplicate.   Meaning,   the whoppin' 360 pages, and I shudder to think  about the duplicating the  entire thing when the  defense will be over  and done with.  Papirology  of hell.   I just hope   they will be merciful and absolve the poor shmucks of  the  students of it somehow -   we have  hand tablets for reason, for Pete's  sake.  /growls/.   Would it be too  hard for the  school to buy some three of  six hand tablets  as for using them for this purpose?

Right, right,  rant over.   Cross the fingers  the things  tomorrow will   be well.

Signing off,

Eirenei

Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Proofreading Ad(Vices) Times 10

Urrgh.  /groans/. 

If there was ever a day when I felt like a  zombie  slash roadkill  it is this one.  Mandatory visit to the doc,  getting the proofreading paid -  yes,  despite of my nitpicking  I am human  who still has  his   own works to  get checked  if  he wants to  graduate -  it's  some kind of a prerequisite, and boy,  I am glad I did. However,  no one  warns the  idiots who write their thesis that they have to  squirrel away  some   cash to  pay the  proofreader with.  Some prices I've  met in the business  nearly gave me a heart attack, and not in a good sense.  Got a  very good proofreader -  my native tongue  can  be absolute bitch  at times, and even if I  am  fairly literate, I was still  gawping at the amount of mistakes made in the document I've sent to  proofreader. /Twitch/. But  with the amount of   written material it was only too easy to lose  the red  strand of  writing  properly, even if in only  small things like  commas and whatnot.  /glares at the  offending things briefly/.  I am very satisfied with  Alexa's  work -  she is professional and blitzingly fast, when you give her enough time -   I gave her  six days, and  she finished  in four, which is  a  very good time,  considering she had to get through  nearly 120 pages of  techno-babble  and a half. Which means  30  pages per day, and considering  the work requirements, she did  fantastic.

Tips when you  search for  a proofreader:

1) Don't over blow your  thesis.  Really, don't.  The more you  write, the more it will need to be proofread, and the more you will have to pay.  Be short and sweet, but still write enough to appease your mentor.   If you know what  you are talking about, and you  have a good mentor, it's possible to whittle  down some pages  from the required amount.

2) Ask around.  Meaning, ask  your  colleagues and if possible, the  ones who had  already  done their thesis works. Good  recommendation can  save  you one  heck of a lot of  gray hair. However,  a warning -  look around for a proofreader  before  you actually need   him or her, because looking   for them  last minute can result in gray hair,  higher  prices and if you are really unlucky a shoddily  done work from proofreader's  side, becasue  they   just had to  catch the  unreasonable deadline you decided you wanted  your work  back.   it's good if  you begin  to ask  before the beginning of the last year of your study course.

3)  Credentials. It's your decision if you will give  your  work into  proofreading  a person or  company who does this professionally  - but  no matter which one you  take your shine and consequently work to,  always  check  if they have their  credentials.   The persons employed  have to be professors in the  language you write in  -  be that your  mother tongue or any other,  or   professional, credited  proofreaders, and ideally, have some  years of   doing  this  kind of  shtick under their belts.  There's also  a matter of  colleges or universities demanding  a  professional  proofreading, and  believe me, it's  within reason. Unlicensed  proofreaders  are rarely  up to the par to the  work  your  thesis  will put them through, and if you  want  a job to be done well,  check and then choose a professional  you trust  them to  do it  well.  

4) Offers  sifting.  You asked  around  for  proofreaders,  sent them your document and you received -  offers  for  the job to be done on your  precious baby of a thesis. This is like  getting a car to the repair -  every mechanic  states the price and then you  consider pros and cons.  However, the offers are just that -  offers. You are not obliged to pay for anything  until  you  decide  to  really  do your document into proofreading to  one or other  person or company.  Take your time,  consider benefits and drawbacks and find the  balance you are  happy with.

5)Deadline.  The  dreaded  D word.  Make sure  you give your proofreader  enough time to  do  your monster right. /Ahem./  That means you will  have to consider the  deadline you have  and the deadline  to which  your  proofreader can finish  checking your work.   So no  last-minute  deadlines -  try to give the proofreader at least  one to two days of additional time in the whole  deadline deal -  for example,  you  have  a thesis  with 60 pages, document only. The  proofreader  can  do some 15 pages, 20 if  they are pressed, per day, but let's  go with 15.   This means 4 days of work,  you add one more day for reserve -  so your  deadline  is 5 days  total, so  you  will say  5 days and proofreader  will  try to stick with that.  The longer the document is, and  if you  want your proofreader to  edit  document,  you will have to  add more  time to get the work done.   
 

6) Additional  services.   Nowadays proofreaders  also  offer   checking the sources, citing,  editing  the document by standards  of your college or university and so on and so forth.   You can get that price down if you  do those things yourself -  and you  will also learn something,  thought  sometimes  Word   can be pretty  stubborn, but  hey,  just Ask Uncle Google.   Saves a pretty penny too, even if  you will find yourself   sometimes frustrated  over  one  little thing or another.  But if you do decide  for  additional services,  there applies the same rule  as  with price haggling -   get the  final price confirmed in writing, with all the additional  services accounted for.

7)  Downsizing. Yes, you read it right.  There's  no  need to  send  absolutely entire document into checking, as it also amps up the final price.  Just send the document that needs to be checked, without  any  tables of content and  anything else. For example, you have  85 pages, and   if you send only  document,  it cuts it down on 64. Pretty sweet, no?

8) Price haggling. Usually,  the  prices are already fixed,  but  if you choose  a  proofreader -  instead of company -  you can still  haggle the price.  Be prepared to barter.  Yes, the entire  experience is terrifying at first, but if you do your document  well, with minimal  grammatical errors and  give  your  proofreader  enough time  to check it over,   the price you two  can come up with can be pretty  reasonable. However, a warning - agree to the price  before  giving the  document into  proofreading, both  sides, so there won't be any misunderstanding about payment later.  The written confirmation is the best, because it counts  as a contract.

9) Checking  the  works.  This is the time  that  warms the cockles of your heart. Or it should have been, at any rate.   Before  you pay the piper, check the piper's work.   Do make an agreement that the  proofreader send you a part of the document  upon the finishing  the  proofreading so you can check over their  work.  Better to be safe than sorry, and if there are any misunderstandings, that they are  solved before  concluding the  transaction -  i.e. putting  the money in their hands.

10)  Do your job.   You got the  proofread document back,  so what now?  Get through the  whole  thing  and check the changes, and  either reject or accept them.  Yes, it is  a dull job, but it's the only one  that really guarantees   your   thesis or research  work will  be  worth both of the time and  money you  put it in.

Whew.  I think I completely railroaded from my intentional  theme, but oh well.  What did I  want to  write  about already? /confused/

Well,  hopefully  this  little tidbit  will be useful for anyone  reading it.

Signing off,

Eirenei